Analyze This...

Just came home from work a few hours ago. We had our annual Avon show in Araneta Coliseum. *click pic for larger view or just visit my kodak moments at the sidebar* We ended around 7pm (though our call time was 8:30 AM!) so we decided to go have dinner at JT's Manukhan. It was my first real meal for the day! Hurray! After, about 5 spoonfuls of my chicken ass and garlic rice, my stomach started to hurt like hell. It hardened and it felt like everlasting hammering blows to my belly. Last time I felt that much pain was during childbirth! I think I ate too fast (and downing my food with beer wasn't such a good idea either). I managed to finish my dinner, bid goodbye to everyone and immediately headed for home. The pain was so unbearable! When I got home I went straight to the throne. Apparently, it was just gas. (rolls eyes) I turned on the TV and caught the start of "Bruce Almighty". For some bizarre reason, I started crying during that scene when Bruce gets to see his girlfriend's (Jennifer Aniston) prayers. It just sort of reminded me of myself, being that my prayers are mostly for my hana, my babygirl, my family and friends. Rarely do I pray for myself. After that, I jumped to Hallmark channel and also caught the start of another tear-jerker that I haven't seen (but read the book already) yet..."5 People You Meet In Heaven". God, I knew I was setting myself up for at least 2 more hours of crying! It also didn't help that my hana (in Bataan for work) and babygirl (spending the night at my grandma's) aren't home. Even the freakin' maid (day-off) isn't home. I'm so alone here in the house! So I was asking myself, why did my stomach hurt so much? So I could come home early, catch these two movies, and completely turn my night into a big crying-fest? Is it a sign? Does it mean something? Am I suppose to learn something from it? Or is God just trippin' on me? :) Or am I just being so overly dramatic and analytical just coz I lack sleep and has just concluded a hellish week today? Ok, I pick the latter. p.s. check out the new LO I made. Dali! click on the link below to take you to my digiscrap blog.